I made cheese cake last night…after returning home at a very rare seven in the evening. I am surprised by the sudden enthusiasm. Maybe I am a little relaxed than normal…my folks are here; Ma’s taking care of the cooking…and so I have time to make indulgent cheese cakes.
I don’t know why I gave my readers this piece of completely useless information. Especially because, it kind of gives them the wrong impression that I cook when I am happy and I cook when I am sad. That’s not it. That’s not it at all. I just shared the cheese cake story (Someone teach me the definition of a story…this is painfully dumb) due to lack of a better snippet.
Now the depressing part…I fought with Amitava for the whole morning over Skype, cried in front of my computer, skipped lunch, moved around with red bloated eyes, a bloated face, and a strawberry granita…an apology of an anti-depressant.
And after all the natak, I am hopelessly sleepy…coffee is not helping. I want to rush back home, ignore inquisitive parents, curl up with a book, and catch-up on some sleep.
Again, I am clueless why I am writing all this at all. Ignore it people. Just some random thoughts of a depressed-to-death-and-back woman. IGNORE!
4 comments:
sorry, can't ignore. i've blog rolled u and u are part and parcel of my daily virtual life- which is more active and exciting than my real life in flesh and blood. So since, u've written, and we've read, i will say the words, whether u want to read it or not- take the chill pill. fights are the essence of any relationship. that you are fighting and also feeling bad about it and not gloating, is good news :). try cha instead of coffee. a change in taste might lead to some change in perspective too? another suggestion: watch http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bDzOSqkWfCY&feature=fvw
:D
I know this feeling. My consumption of tissue boxes far exceeds my consumption of food (which is a lot!). I keep having these fights myself, and therefore can't wear contact lens to work, lest I have a fight over Skype again :( Cheer up girl...and bake a blackforrest this time :)
youtube and blackforest seem the right kind of remedy...thanks girls....
u need to fight it out...sounds pretty strong...but don't we need to fight it out everyday for life...blackforest and cheese cake are yummm...but depression never helps..just swtich on ur hearty laughter u feel ok...
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